Growing up, I dreamed of becoming a hot-shot business owner with a multi-million dollar business living on Manhattan's Upper East Side. The East Side represented money and status to me. That would be the best life.

We had little money, and my parents worked hard to make ends meet. Owning a small business was hard. They manufactured clothes, which was a competitive business, but it wasn't a business I wanted to enter.

I recall someone in their store, and she said, “You will be a healer when you get older.” I just laughed it off. Healer? Yeah right! This must have been around 1989.

Technology had been my interest, but my parents wanted me to become a doctor. But I had other plans. I gave pre-med a shot, but it wasn't for me, so I took the IT route.

Around 16, I became interested in the occult. My mother used to visit astrologers, and I was always intrigued. It fascinated me how they knew things.

I started having some visions. I started reading about psychics and how to develop my gifts, but I got spooked out and left it alone. Then, I began a life of partying and went to college. I never listened to my intuition and played it off as “just my imagination” or “another coincidence.”

However, I was interested in aliens, tarot cards, and Ancient Egyptian history and would always watch ancient aliens (and I still do). I even read some books by David Icke and thought, “Interesting, but this is a little far-fetched.”

I got married, had kids, and moved to the suburbs. I had a good job, bought a house, cars, etc., and lived the American dream.

Corporate life was hectic. I was enjoying it, so I thought. The rat race never ended. Everything was just going fine, and then it started.

My health issues. I ended up in the hospital with an inflamed pancreas. The first suggestion from the doctors was to give up alcohol. Then I developed Diabetes, and then my wife was pregnant with our son. I was told I had stage 2 cancer in my Kidney. This was a lot to deal with and very stressful. I had an intuition hint that there was more to this than something medical.

First, I started to attribute this to my marriage and stress. I was being prescribed one medication after another. I had about five pancreatitis attacks, and it still didn't put the dots together. Maybe this is something spiritual.

All the tests and all the scans came back negative—no medical cause. The doctors even said I wasn't supposed to have this type of cancer. To make matters worse, I was over 220 pounds.

Then another turn….

In 2014, My parents introduced me to another temple. This was very different. It was more about spirituality than religion. The temple days were relaxing, with 90 minutes of meditation and complete silence. I started connecting with something but again ignored it.

Then, in October 2019, I lost hearing in my right ear. I woke up one day, and it was gone. MRI, scans, bloodwork - Nothing worked. No hearing and very loud tinnitus. Again, no cause, and I was told, “live with it.”

Then, in 2020, the pandemic hit. A few things happened that changed my life. First, the lockdowns didn’t make sense to me. I was suspicious of what was happening. Second, I started to research “hearing loss.” I came across the term “Spiritual Ascension.” Finally, the universe got my attention. What did this mean? Spiritual Ascension had some side effects: Buzzing, ringing in the ears, fatigue, depression, anxiety, just to name a few. Now, this was starting to make sense. It's not medical...It's spiritual. My body and universe are sending me a message.

Since we had time, I had plenty of time to research and watch videos. I would watch YouTube until 3 a.m. every day, researching everything I could. I started to disconnect from work. I felt something BIG was missing. I wasn’t HAPPY! My dream life isn't about status and money.

I learned about Energy healing, Akashic records, Reiki, and Tarot Cards. I had many readings done, but everything was focused on females. Everything was concentrated on the Goddess, and I was even scared to ask questions in these groups. On every call, I was the only male. I felt out of place. However, I pushed, got certifications, and was the only male on these calls. This was another lesson from the universe. We need more males to show up, but I didn't see it immediately.

I was still sick, had no hearing, no purpose, and still felt lost. What should I do with my life? The only interest I had was the temple. I felt out of place at work and with friends and family. Friends I was close to felt like they were fake. The only place I connected with was my temple. I started speaking, and everyone wanted to hear more.

Then, I realized that everything we were being told was a lie. Our food was fake, and the rat race was to keep us busy and not focus on ourselves. God, the source, was us. It is inside us. We have help. We have guides around us to help. That's where my “thoughts are coming from.”It's not my imagination.”

I took a numerology class, and things started making sense. Since my background was in technology, seeing these numbers resonated with me. These numbers I am seeing (111,222 etc) are actually codes. I could now relate what was happening to me. Taking in what I learned from my Akashic records it started to make sense.

But I was still yearning for more—what was missing? I needed to heal myself. Someone suggested herbs. I started them, but nothing worked.

And then the whisper came! Love yourself first. How can you expect to be loved if you can't love yourself? Fiix your vessel first. You can't heal if you don't care for your body. WOW. It all made sense. This sickness happened to get my attention.

The body is a magical machine. The sickness had nothing to do with my marriage, work, or stress. There was a lack inside of me, and it was coming through my body. The universe got my attention by taking my hearing away.

I started some self-love exercises, and my weight just melted off. I lost 50 lbs and hit my ideal weight in 7 months. My life now had a purpose: to help others heal and get out of this rat race. Go inside, meditate, use the codes, and listen to the body.

I want to help others and teach them how I did this. It is a true lifestyle change—a change for our physical, mental, and spiritual bodies. But it's not easy. You have to TRUST!

We have to realize that we have help from our spiritual masters. We have to detox from this environment we live in:

Gratitude is the most important

Love yourself FIRST

Be authentic - stop faking it

Stay in alignment withsource.

Find our true purpose

Heal Past Trauma

Don't be afraid and TRUST

Join me in this journey and allow me the honor of being our guide.